"Guilt weighs heavily on the soul" is a saying I've become friends with as of late. Sleep has become an enemy of mine as of late as consequence of my previous action. I think I've figured out why I haven't been sleeping well, and it has to do with a girl, yet again. This time though, it was an inaction that caused the guilt to build up and come crashing down upon me in a wave. A friend of mine recently left for basic training in the National Guard a couple weeks back, and it was her whom I never told how I valued our friendship and how much it mattered to me that she was around. Kinda sad, but it was my own inaction due to social repercussions that I feared would happen if something were to be done.

So, that's that. And due to our economy being in the shitter like it is, I am having a hard time finding a job. I know people are like "Oh, you shouldn't have quit your previous job until you had another one lined up". Ha. Ha ha. People didn't know my old boss. I made it a year and a half with his blame and abuse, and I would not stand anymore.

And now college is coming up. Yay. Got 5 classes: Calculus, Psychology, Sociology, English 101, and English 206 (otherwise known as Creative Writing). I plan on being a Psych major, but the counselor at Heartland really pushed that I try and go somewhere with my math since I'm really good at it. Especially after I mentioned that I'm a physics buff. Meh. No skin off my nose.

Yeah. Been playing World of Warcraft a lot. If you play and want someone to run with or someone to talk with, I got my lvl 80 Blood Elf Rogue, Yomali. I'm on the Hydraxis server, so yeah, look me up, I'll always be available for my friends. Or, you could tell me your server and I'll come join you like I did another of my friends.

Not much else has been going on. Got some new shoes though! Direct order from Japan, a pair of Jika-tabi, and they are the most comfortable shoes I have ever worn EVER. Though, I did make a bad call with sizes... according to the order charts, my feet were one size, yet the shoes were about half a size small, so it's a bit of a tight squeeze, especially on my fat feet. But, they are amazingly comfortable. It feels like I'm barefoot.

That's about it for me I guess. TTYL.